If you read my post about nudity in nature, you should be up to speed on how stressful and intense my life has been. With that said, as I am coming back to balance in my life, and am better equipped to handle the day to day stresses, something sexy and surprising awoke in me. And that was a little fiction erotic fantasy writing. It’s a genre of work that I have never even allowed my brain to think about, or at least nothing beyond a paragraph or two. I love non-fiction and it’s primarily what I read and write, but as it turns out, dabbling in the creative has been incredibly cathartic for me, and my libido too.
There is something so sexy and freeing about allowing your brain to fantasize about a new situation, and then actually putting that fantasy into the written word. It takes on a whole new shape and form, and then screams out to me to just let go and experience it. The first 2 pieces felt like they were already fully formed in my brain and desperately needed to get out. While the third one, felt more like I was creating it on the spot, in the heat of an incredible moment while I was alone, typing in the woods.
As I type this post, I feel drawn to typing more erotic shorts, and it’s like there is this intense creative and sexual tension in me, just bursting to get out. I am not sure where this type of writing will lead me, but I am very excited to explore it. I will leave you with a public excerpt of the first one I wrote, and put the rest under my Patreon for the time being. Again, this is a brand new medium for me, and I hope you enjoy exploring it as much as I do. I have no idea what frequency I will be typing them out, but if you’re interested in this type of writing and want to have something drafted up that is a little more personal to you, drop me a line, and we can talk about it further.
I hope you enjoy this little tease from Breaking Away After Dark…
Here we sit across from each other, in the sunshine of a busy patio. Beers in hand, smiles, and a conversational flow that most people envy. Our legs nearly touch under the table. I can feel the warmth of that not quite innocent knee touch, and my face flushes at the thought. We are so close, surrounded by strangers, who know nothing of our situation. We laugh, chide each other on, sipping our beer just a little too fast. And then, I make a move. The first move since that incredibly drunken night of flirtatious delight. I reach across and touch your arm as I go for my beer. You don’t pull away.
Instead you lock eyes, and smile that devilishly crooked smile. I flush deeper this time. Shocked at my brazenness, and relieved that you didn’t pull away.
But now what comes next? For you see, I know that you are married, and you know that I am in an open relationship. We have discussed where we are, but not where we are going. Are we to remain locked forever in this flirtatious tease? I playfully touch, and you remain confident and steadfast. You are certain I won’t cross any lines. You trust me. And I sigh. That deep longing sigh, that is almost audible to the patrons around us….
To read the rest of part i of my non-monogamous fantasy, please check out my Patreon.